Boyish look !

               New Year - New Me ( Mainstream) 

       This year is coming to an end and I felt like writing down what I felt and why not sharing it with everyone who feels like reading it. I am an extremely sincere person (much more than I should , my mom says so  and she is right almost 101% of the time) and that Is why I find it nice to share my opinions and feelings from time to time. To tell you the truth 2017 has been a great year for me in many ways and I cannot put into words how grateful I am. Beside all the accomplishments I achieved , the best ones are the ones that actually changed me ,shaped me and taught me. By hard, I learned that you can’t actually change people no matter how much you try.     During my life whenever I complained about an audition or exam , my mom told me to get used to them since our whole life is a test. I think I got so used to this fact that now I crave them everyday. I crave tests, challenges and obstacles . And not only that but I test the people in my life all the time if they are worth my presence. So out of the things I have done this year, one of the best was cutting off the bad energy in my life which may be transmitted by people,places,jobs , etc. Bad energy is just bad, it won't change with time , stop trying... I can feel the difference, it's huge. Give it a try if you feel like it... In spite of making new resolutions for the upcoming year I also set myself some rules that I need to put back in my life. I am quite a strict person and normally there is no middle ground with me. Actually my life is  like those action movies where the main character says with a drop dead serious look: you are either with me or against me. 

I do not want the presence of anything in my life that does not grow me or make me a better person. 

I do not want nor accept in my life  a man/boyfriend who says he misses me rather than I want a grown ass man who shows up at my doorstep and takes actions. 

I do not want  friends anymore who apologize for their mistakes rather than  I want friends who simply don’t do them…

and the list goes on… and its long... 

Hopefully I will be able to stick to these rules and not lose my senses with time. 

What's on your list?!


Happy Early Christmas Everyone !

P.S I am wearing an outfit that my mom designed for me. You cannot find it anywhere else except for in my wardrobe.

XOXO